New Jersey

It’s great having siblings who care so much about you and the extra advice you can earn from them whether academic or not. It goes to show that God gave you someone who will support you til’ the very end. Yet you will always have this competitive spirit between your siblings, always trying to be better.

When you return to the Philippines, I don’t want the both of you to look at me and the shame that I put up with all these years. I’m emotionally and academically a failure at everything. I keep saying that “I won’t give up” or “I won’t disappoint you anymore” but I end up eating all up my words and never saving them for an important consideration.This time. This year. I won’t lie to myself anymore, I’ll keep the promises to myself I hope.

One day, during your flight back here, you won’t feel as if I have let you down and you’ll be proud to say that I’m your sister.


About Shen Fernandez

I'm an indecisive fool who is trying to be a better writer.
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