Second chances are the best gifts you could ever receive in your whole life if you messed up big time. It’s like God is giving you another try to what you did wrong.
Challenge your knowledge to do something right cause it could happen coincidentally. Don’t ever repeat your mistakes like continuing your sleepless nights (guilty haha) or coming back to someone who has afflicted so much pain in you several times(it’s not worth it returning to them again and again). Decide what you want to do since you only have one life and inflicting pain in yourself isn’t the best solution to a temporary problem.
As a great friend once told me, Magbago ka na.